April 2013
1 post
She called out a warning.. Dont ever let life pass...
Pray for things that will make you more like the Most High. Seek Him and His kingdom above everything else. Pray for the things you need of Him to fulfill your calling in Him, or to realize what that is, or to do His work here on earth. Our reward is in heaven, our reward is heaven.
Set your mind on things above and there is where your heart will be.
Dear Heavenly Father, the Most...
May 2011
5 posts
Love, For the Day Is Near...
8 Let no debt remain outstanding, except the continuing debt to love one another, for whoever loves others has fulfilled the law. 9 The commandments, “You shall not commit adultery,” “You shall not murder,” “You shall not steal,” “You shall not covet,”[a] and whatever other command there may be, are summed up in this one command: “Love your neighbor as yourself.”[b]10 Love does no harm to a...
Sing me a song...
It’s odd the things that can happen over time. A caterpiller becomes a butterfly, Pluto is no longer technically a planet, Children become teenagers who turn into adults. And you meet someone and over time come to care for them very much. I think about the old ones sometimes. Think about how real it was and how painful it was at times. How foreign to me this all was and still is. I miss...
“I do believe there is a truth you can find within your heart. A truth where we...”
February 2011
4 posts
If there was a way....
If there was a way i could live in two places at once I would live anywhere where where theres Warm weather and id live here too. I miss the summer days, the sense of freedom the warm nights bring. Im reading “The Giver” by Lois Lowry which is a childrens book that was my favorite in elementry school. I remember reading it and really understanding the charachter Jonas. Always...
hat day
When your a child you get to have your security blanket, Your doll to make yourself feel safe and whole. When you reach a certain age it gets taken away. All the sense of security and wholeness are lessened. What do we as adults get to hold on to.. Our Jobs.. College… Family.. but what about the US? The Me? Where did that sense of security go? The sense of freedom and Mystery…If only...
January 2011
2 posts
Hopelessness
We all get caught up in that state of mind. You know which one im talking about, that sense of
HOPELESSNESS.
I try not to give in. But as a human we all face that nagging feeling. Are we good enough? Why cant things just go right the first time? Maybe i should just GIVE UP.
Why are we faced with such internal conflict? Why is there such a struggle within ourselves to feel worthy and confident?...
December 2010
1 post
Sometimes...
When your stressed out it seems life revolves around you and your needs, but when you find that one moment of clarity you realize how selfish you can be. how selfish we all can be and wish for nothing but clarity.
we are all broken and bruised but even the wounded can help the wounded. being wounded doesnt render you crippled just hurt. But arent we all so hurt from one thing or another. The best...
October 2010
1 post
May 2010
1 post
Scar Tissue
Yesterday I decided to dedicate a whole day to start and finish Scar Tissue, the autobiography of Anthony Kiedis, the lead singer of the band Red Hot Chili Peppers. I finished at about 3a.m. and was intrigued of this story of this zany kid that grew up in LA in the 60s and 70s. Grew up the way so many woud think they’d want their life to be sex, drugs, and rock and roll; but when all the...
April 2010
2 posts
January 2010
2 posts
December 2009
2 posts
Perception View of the world varies from human to human Rods and Cones bend light An object Distorted as the higher brain recieves information wavelengths of color in no specific order I’m forced for my mind to wander Eyesight overwhelmed with Constant images, how does this compare to my other senses ? rods and cones bend light night to day the world changes around me should i notice...
Catastrophie strike me down I fall to my knees not in prayer but acceptance Meager possessions left behind as I Transcend into oblivion Grasp what soul I can Primordial Suffering long over Transmigration at it’s finest Auras clear from where I’m standing Cleansed and refreshed as the first rain of the season falls Swiftly on the boughs of trees and Silent homes. I transcend higher...
November 2009
1 post
By the Oceans Side
Looking into the abyss i feel so insignificant Looking up in the sky i feel so alive a paradox in itself can you have life when your not even living? The ocean meets the sky and im right at the edge serenity comes over me and I want to laugh and I want to cry for all the beauty in the simple things in life laughing and running along the shore i catch my breath more alive then ive been ina long...
October 2009
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September 2009
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August 2009
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July 2009
3 posts
April 2009
3 posts
March 2009
11 posts
some old stuff
By the fireside i sit and stare into the embers gleaming like stars on an October night imagining that someday you will be here by my side and we can gaze together into our own starry night
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see the sun rise over the coast get that morning breeze about me. the feeling that i love the most some day ill take the sun from the sky, keep it...
.new.
staring at the clock and im alone with my thoughts wondering where the time has gone while im transfixed on the hands. they move so slowly then why has time gone so fast where has my life gone and what have i done to leave my mark in the world thats growing rigid and cold. have i done nothing but contribute to the downfall of my kind and the hands are moving steady but the face is just laughing...
I don't know why
I try to be a good person but there are things that i lack to be the best person i can be and to be a functioning part of society. I always found it strange when people wear their emotions on their sleeve and when anyone is so open they will let anyone in and have trust.
so i guess theres alot more of myself i need to work on. Things i need to develop so i can be a better person. =
Empathy is...
lioness
Leo is a Fixed Fire sign ruled by the Sun. Leo is the more grandiose, playful sign within the zodiac. As the fifth sign in the zodiac, the Leo individual is ambitious, confident, independent, loyal and generous. These are magnetic and influential people who are especially in their element when they have an appreciative audience. Famous Leos include Mick Jagger (July 26), Jacqueline Kennedy...
cool stuff
*Dreams appear to be the sub-conscious mind telling us how to proceed or warning us of perceived dangers. They are the core of our selves, with ego stripped away, and are not bound by the five senses, or by physics - we therefore can fly, walk on water, climb the highest peaks, and generally defy the walls that entrap us in daily living while we dream.
*What would be the point of going through...
fun fact
The flashlight fish are a family, the Anomalopidae, of beryciform fish. There are some unrelated fish with similar features, some of which are also called flashlight fish. Notable among these are the deep sea lanternfish, of the family Myctophidae, of which there are over 200 species.
Flashlight fishes live in tropical waters across the world. Some species move to shallow waters or coral during...
balance
i cant seem to find the balance the wheel just keeps spinning too fast and im tired of trying to keep up when ive fallen so far behind
im caught in the middle of both personalities that i have i know i can be better then who i am but maybe thats all in the past
im simply trying to find the balance in this world thats shifting underneath my feet are unsteady and my body is weak my mind keeps...
the doc.
“You know you’re in love when you can’t fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams.” ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
“I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, It’s a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope. ...
FUCK!
Fuck is an English word that, as a verb, means “to have sexual intercourse”. It is also a verb that means “to be cheated” (“I got fucked by a scam artist”). As a noun it may describe a contemptible person (also fucker) or a sexual partner. It can be used as an interjection, and its participle fucking is sometimes used as a strong emphatic. The verb to fuck may...
February 2009
10 posts
Quotes I love
The best song lyrics: “Follow her down to a bridge by a fountain where rocking horse people eat marshmallow pies. Everyone smiles as you drift past the flowers that grow so incredibly high” -Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds-The Beatles ♠Quotes♠ “When your 4yrs old, its cats and dogs that make life living and i kind of think maybe it’s...
I miss being 6
I miss it when we were kids and the simplicities of life made us so happy. Do you remember when you would spend hours playing with a box and it wasnt really a box it was a fort or a castle or a big boat on the ocean! or at the grocery store when all the white tiles were lava and the black ones were the rocks you had to jump on to be safe! it just seem that nowadays people need so much to be happy....
All I Really Need to Know I Learned In...
Share everything. Play fair. Don’t hit people. Put things back where you found them. Clean up your own mess. Don’t take things that aren’t yours. Say you’re sorry when you hurt somebody. Wash your hands before you eat. Flush. Warm cookies and cold milk are good for you. Live a balanced life - learn some and think some and draw some and paint and sing and dance and play and...
Japanese Proverb
When the character of a man is not clear to you, look at his friends.
